When your heart is already carrying the weight of a child who is no longer walking beside you, every voice can feel loud and confusing.

If despair has been sitting heavy on your chest, friend, you are not alone.

Friend, today isn’t a how-to. It’s a pause. The news of Charlie Kirk’s death has stirred a lot of emotions for many—and for grieving moms and dads, moments like this can press on places already tender.

Have you ever felt like your soul is restless, thirsty, like nothing that you do seems to help. I know after Andrew died, that’s exactly how I felt

“If God was who he said he was, he would have protected my son.” When your child is no longer walking beside you, it can feel like God has failed you. 💔

Friend, have you ever noticed how grief sneaks up on you when the seasons shift?

5 Things God Is Doing in the Waiting.
Some losses are woven into the rest of your life. You don’t “get through” them. You don’t “get over” them. You carry them.

Have you ever felt like you’re doing all the right things on the outside… but inside, you’re just stuck? You go through the motions.You show up for others.
…But inside, everything still feels heavy.